Sylvia lies on oil-cool sheets
She breathes in shudders, (or smoothness?)
Her lover ponders with no heart
the burnt out sun of her bedroom
Their children are playing downstairs –
he gave them journals for burning
They tear out pages and watch them
shreds that jump up into the sky
This one says “I was loved and then
my lover’s brain smoothed quite over”
and the embers crawl along it
a gold wave that doesn’t come back
but just keeps going and going,
or like an event horizon
He knows that by sealing her mouth
with a sweaty palm, a quiet
encloses his act in reasons –
how could it have been otherwise
with a man that covers the tracks
to the death with an ashen snow
Who spends evenings in the city
learning new sex techniques, to try
and recover something, sad crow.
But marriage does not live in the past